The Red Pill Effects

I really don’t feel like doing anything this week but just sleep,
sleep and vegetate for the sake of recuperating. I still haven’t
caught up with myself after a whirlwind of activities the whole
of last week. I was really looking forward to having a good
weekend’s rest but alas I fell ill instead. The weather isn’t
really helping either. Now Monday is here and the nose is back to
the grindstone. At times, I do feel like I’m spreading myself too
thin and I find myself sometimes asking whether this is all worth
it in the end. I have no answer for that. I took
The Red Pill
and now God probably wants to show me how deep the rabbit hole
goes if I keep at it. I just pray that He will give me the
strength to proceed with this endeavor and let me live to see
what’s at the end of it.


  1. Bartholomew

    It’s been lingering in my mind all the time dude. Sometime you feel the hardwork that you put in aint worth nuthin’ at the end of the day… I guess this is a challenge from Yang Maha Kuasa, as his humble servant, we just have to be ‘redha’ with his willing…

  2. lyna

    yes, truly said bart.

  3. pontianaksuldalmalam

    Kamu mengingatkan saya pada realitis filem “Fight CLub ( kelab Pergaduhan)” dan “Tuesday with Morrie (Selasa bersama Morrie) “. Fakta, satu saja kepastian. di hujung jalan sana yang ada hanyalah KEMATIAN tidak mengira warna pil yang kamu telan. Apakah kita telah bersedia mengucapkan selamat tinggal pada dunia yang kita himpun tapi akan kita tinggalkan?

  4. dJ phuturecybersonique

    as was said by someone somewhere.. “Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die.”

  5. nisa

    Just want to add, “Bekerjalah seperti akan hidup selamanya, beribadatlah seperti akan mati keesokanya”.

  6. Bartholomew

    So Nisa, I tak pandai philosophy-philosophy nih… kalau berkerja seperti hidup selamanya… does that mean kita boleh relax-relax sebab kita tahu kita boleh hidup selama-lamanya?…. anyone else agree?

  7. idreamofzinnie

    I agree with cybersonique. Do what you want. Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we die….i want TV for my bunkhole – beavis and butthead. heh heh heh.

  8. Rudy

    here, here…”Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die”


  9. Nisa

    Oh me too, I’m not good in philosophy whatsoever, but that was something I took from Sunnah Nabi or Al-Hadis, tak ingat mane satu. Saje letak, maybe dJphuturecybersonique could take comfort in knowing that all his hard work tu erm.. sort of ‘disarankan’ oleh agama. However,in all honesty, the “Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die” sounds much much much better :)

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