People say that I oughtta consider myself being lucky and should be
grateful on whatever I have achieved up to this point. Truth is, they’re
really small and even when combined, it cannot make up for the things
and opportunities that I’ve lost along the way. The sorriest part is that
most of the time, it’s not by my own doing. Perhaps I should resign
to the fact and fate that I will always end up on the losing end when
and where it matters the most.