Picky Choosy

I admit to being quite picky when it comes to wanting things.
People around me often complain that when it comes to getting
things for myself, it’ll take a fair bit of time before they
see me make my mind up and when I’ve finally made my mind up,
it’s really difficult to sway me any other way. There is a
problem with this of course, and that is some things are just
limited in terms of their availability and I’m sometimes left
with absolutely nothing in the end. Despite that, those decisions
have often enough held to be correct and I certainly am glad to
have them done that way than any other way. I mean, I don’t have
that much resources in hand to afford much trial and error and
see stuff being wasted altogether. I know it does make me “rigid”
in certain ways but I figure it’s better this way than having to
correct mistakes that’ll prove to be costlier to fix. To quote
what my a friend of mine always say, “Make a mistake once, take
it as a learning experience. Do it twice or more, you’re
definitely a dumbass.”

Yes, this is most probably why I have that darned
dysfunctional defense mechanism and why I’m immune from any
urges for impulse retail therapy. Never cross me out if you’re
thinking of going shopping though. They say since I don’t get
much stuff, I make a helluva good walking talking shopping cart
and a coat rack (which was not too long ago).

3 Comments

  1. Ash.ox

    Ditto bro. Can definitely see where you’re going. Have a good one!

  2. idreamofzinnie

    well. you are not alone.

  3. semey

    “learn from the mistakes of others, dont make ur own”. I guess I dont shop when I’m wif frens. I shop alone coz theres enough voices in my head. arrgh..

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